I think life is overrated. Seriously. Call me a goth or whatever. But the way I see it there isnapos;t much that life, in this modern day and age, has to offer. Not that Iapos;m sayin it sucks to be alive. Its just that simply existing in todayapos;s society is so goddammn troublesome that death doesnapos;t seem like such a bad idea. Well, to me at least. Again, Iapos;m not sayin I WANT to die. There are plenty of reasons for me to go on livin. My brothers, my fam, my Baby, my wives and the list goes on. And Iapos;m pretty sure most people have their own such reasons for wanting to go on livin.
Only problem is, I want to know whatapos;s on the other side, which is one of the reasons why im pretty comfortable around death. Trust me, having almost died a good 6 times or so in addition to being clinically dead for 5 minutes each on 2 other occasions can do that to you. Also, in the 21 yrs plus that Iapos;ve lived, Iapos;ve probably seen and done more things than most people would in their entire lives. Iapos;ve seen and done enough. Iapos;m sick of it. Its time to explore new grounds, new dimensions.
I also realised that alot of people are afraid to die cuz they are afraid that they havent secured enough "good points" to be sent to Heaven. As for me, I donapos;t care about that crap. As long as my conscience is clear and I stand firmly by my beliefs, I have faith that God will have faith in me.
The fear of death can also be attributed to the fact that some people have commitments to their loved ones. They are not exactly afraid to lose them because they understand that nothing in this world is permanent. They are however, worried that there will be nobody to care for their loved ones when they die. I have no arguments against this as I sometimes share the same concern.
Well, to sum it up, if God were to tell me now that its my time to go, then I will duly oblige. No regrets, no fear. I will accept that it is my time to die. Yet, that doesnt mean I wonapos;t go down without a fight. If it is my time to die, Iapos;m pretty sure God will find a suitable method for me. But if someone else wants to get rid of me and thinks Iapos;m just gonna roll over and let him kill me, heapos;s got another thing comin. Iapos;m not gonna put up a fight cuz Iapos;m afraid to go to Hell or becaouse Iapos;m afraid to lose all the beautiful things I have in life. I will fight because this life is mine. It is my God-given right to live. And if anyone tries to take it away from me, I will break him. There is only One who can kill me. And should He wish so, then His will be done.
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